I found this definition of a sociopath. It explained a lot about both Glenn and about me. While not everything is applicable, too many things are.
Here is the link. Thank God, I finally understand.
In later, very unhappy news:
Sometimes people suffering from Antisocial Personality Disorder also tend to suffer from another mental disorder known as Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Such people are often called narcissistic sociopaths or sociopaths with narcissistic traits and such a situation is a dangerous one, as these people do not want to be helped. Such people often tend to be highly manipulative and without any shred of remorse for their actions, even if their actions have harmed others who are close to them or their family members. There is nothing that can stop a narcissistic sociopath from achieving his goals. He makes use of all his charm which is highly superficial and intellect in order to attain his goals by any means possible. Such people often think that they are above all and they do not really care if anyone disagrees with them.
From the site DepressionD
All I want to do is cry. I didn’t want to be right. I wanted to be very wrong.